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Thursday, July 14, 2005

Currently Listening
Unchained Melody: Very Best Of The Righteous Brothers
By The Righteous Brothers
unchained melody ((the song caroline tells everyone about b/c it made me cry in art))
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hey yall sorry once again for not writing in here in forever and this time i really have been busy. ive been loading up on my friends which is awesome b/c i love them to death. yall have no idea how much i love yall! on saturday night i went to marlas and we were our crazy cool retarded selves and then we went to the pool on sunday for most of the day, went home and headed to lindseys house for more crazy cool retardedness. wow we do the most stupid, random stuff but its fun and i like it haha. then i came home monday afternoon, got in the car and got a message from other lindsey saying to come over for movie night and was lucky enough to talk my mom into letting me go cuz she said i had been gone for so long and i needed "family time" but ya i went and that was good cuz i got to see everyone and it was really fun. then on tuesday i went to splashtown with the copelands, katie, lindsey t, and brenna. that was so fun! we got poured on, it was really funny cuz we were SOAKED and that made it even more fun even though it was annoying. hopefully we can go back this week?? ya so then today i went to see batman with marla, devin, michael j, and lindsey m and it was pretty good but it took a long time to get into it. well as most of yall know me and john broke up and just in case you didnt im putting it in here. im not sure how i feel about it. i mean i miss him and everything but is it better to jsut wait and see how it goes in high school? or are we just throwing away what we had (which was awesome) and never get it back? idk, im very confused. and the worst part is i dont think you can jsut stop loving someone immediately so im not in the best of moods right now lol. so ya if yall have comments leave them? umm well idk what else to write so im jsut gonna leave good lyrics

luv yall,

kathryn

 

B*Witched Hold on lyrics

Hold on, hold on,
hold on, hold on,
hold on, hold on.....

You've always been a tough girl,
but you feel you're about to break
You're feeling stuck and out of luck
watching your dreams all slip away
been working mornings in the kitchen
and working nights at the corner store
as your life goes by, you wonder why
and you know that there's got to be something more.

Hold on,
but don't hold too tight
let go,
it's going to be allright
don't run away from what your heart is sayin' oh
be strong,
and face what you're afraid of
Come on,
show them what you're made of
I know it's hard when your hope is gone
but you've gotta keep holding on.

You hear a voice that is calling
and it's telling you to make a change
it's time to fly, and say goodbye
and move on to a better place
you know you've got to take the first step
to get to where you wanna be
just get on track, and don't look back
'cause it's the only way that you're gona be free.

Hold on,
but don't hold too tight
let go,
it's going to be allright
don't run away from what your heart is sayin' oh
be strong,
and face what you're afraid of
Come on,
show them what you're made of
I know it's hard when your hope is gone
but you've gotta keep holding on.

(Bridge)
Hold on......
you're gonna make it,you're gonna be stronger
hold on......
hang in there baby, just a little bit longer
hold on......
yeah, you're gonna be fine
don't give up, be strong
when the going get's though
you gotta hold on

Hold on,
but don't hold too tight
let go,
it's going to be allright
don't run away from what your heart is sayin' oh
be strong,
and face what you're afraid of
Come on,
show them what you're made of
I know it's hard when your hope is gone
but you've gotta keep holding on.

Hold on,
but don't hold too tight
let go,
it's going to be allright
don't run away from what your heart is sayin' oh
be strong,
and face what you're afraid of
Come on,
show them what you're made of
I know it's hard when your hope is gone (3x)
but you've gotta keep yeah, holding on..........

 

Move Along by All American Rejects

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

 

"Holes"

There's three in the Hall from those pictures in the closet
Two in the bedroom from that night I lost it
And one deep inside me determined to stay
They don't get any bigger but they don't go away

[Chorus:]
Holes in and around me I keep falling back into
Holes dig in and surround me
God knows what I'm gonna do
To fill in these holes left by you
Left by you

I pour drink after drink but nothing hit bottom
I've been on my knees admitted my problems
The love that we made still barely an echo
I'll try anything in these vacant hollow

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
There's two through my hands and one through my feet
From this cross that I bare to the day that I see
Its guilt and its blame its shame and its love
Seeking the truth I dug them myself

All these holes dig in and surround me
God knows what I'm gonna' do
To fill up these holes left by you

 

rascal flatts-these days

Hey baby, is that you?
Wow, your hair got so long.
Yeah, yeah, I love it, I really do.
"Norma Jean", ain't that the song we'd sing in the car
Driving downtown, top down, making the rounds
Checking out the bands on Doheny Avenue.
Yeah, life throws you curves,
But you've learned to swerve,
Me, I swung and I missed,
And the next thing ya know, I'm reminicing...
Dreaming old dreams, wishing old wishes,
Like you would be back again.

I wake up and tear drops they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,
I head off to my job, I guess not much has changed,
Punch the clock, head for home,
Check the phone, just in case,
Go to bed, dream of you,
That's what I'm doin' these days.
Yeah that's what I'm doin'

Someone told me, after college, you ran off to Vegas,
You married a rodeo cowboy, Wow
That ain't the girl I knew,
Me, I've been a few places,
Mostly here and there once or twice,
Still sortin' out life, but I'm doin all right,
Yeah, it's good to see you, too.

Well, hey girl your late, and those planes they don't wait,
But if you ever come back around this sleepy old town,
Promise me you'll stop in, to see an old friend, And until then

I wake up and tear drops they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,
I head off to my job, guess not much has changed,
Punch the clock, head for home,
Check the phone, just in case,
Go to bed, dream of you,
That's what I'm doin' these...

I wake up and tear drops they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,
I wake up and tear drops that fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,
I wake up and tear drops they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then.

Artist: Ben Jelen
Song: Come On

Lyrics :

And finally the silence
Looking out, looking back across the sky
Trying to find a meaning
Knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness
Where did she go
How did she go
I wanna wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me

[CHORUS:]
Come on
Without you I'll never feel the love inside of me
Come on, you know that we belong
Come on, come on, come on, come on

Thinking back before her
I never knew the meaning of alone
Still the flag is feeling foreign
I live the day to escape into a phone
Speaking of a world not real then
Where did she go
How did she go
I wanna wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me

[CHORUS]

Cause shes sharp for kisses
And my heart misses
She's coming
She's coming here to me
I'm needing
Desiring to kiss her now
I'm living for her
Breathing for her
Singing for her fairytale

 

k i think thats enough sadish lyrics lol


Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Currently Listening
Kings of Pop
By Home Grown
kiss me, diss me
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wow its almost a month since i wrote in here last. sorry ive been gone and busy and stuff lol. ok so since my last entry ive been to jummp and oklahoma. jummp was sooo funn! i LOOOOOOOVE all my s club 11 girls! our crying talks are awesome lol. everyone needs to go to UMARMY next year b/c i bet itll be even more fun than jummp...if thats possible lol. oklahoma was pretty fun for being with my family i guess lol. my summer is so busy, i have like no time. in like10 days we leave for canada and then i get back and idk if ill get to see everyone before they leave for ozark and that is like depressing lol. then aug 3 and 4 were going to san antonio and if im nice enough to my sister i can bring adrianne!! k well im making a new pic site so maybe ill write in here later? lol


Tuesday, June 14, 2005

wow i hardly ever write in here anymore! grr lol. well this weekend was SUPER FUN!!! after our swimmeets on saturday me and marla went up to champions and we just hung out then we called lindsey and she came up there too and we saw megan lindsey and her sister elisabeth babysitting these kids. then after being complete idiots in the pool, me and marla plotted to go over to lindseys house and it worked. wow we have like the most fun together! we are completely crazy and carefree and its AWESOME! lol gahh i love my triple f girls! haha. on sunday me and lindsey went to sunday school and church and marla went home cuz she didnt feel good. then afer we got home we went to chilis and then when we got home from that marla was bored so she came back over. then later that night me and lindsey went to the wayne kerr concert. we felt like fags cuz we were like the only people our age that went. it was all good though cuz we ended up hanging out with megan lindsey and it was really fun cuz we were retarded (of course we were, i was there haha) so ya i had a really good weekend. this is our last week of swimteam not counting divisionals , kinda exciting and relieving, but kinda sad. lol. summer has been so fun but its almost half way over!! yay 2m johns coming over and we're gonna watch the notebook! k well not much more to say so maybe ill write in here soon...

sweet lyrics:

One word, that's all you said,
Something in your voice caused me to turn my head.
Your smile just captured me, you were in my future as far as i could see.
And i dont know how it happened, but it happens still.
You ask me if i love you, if i always will....

Well, you had me from hello
I felt love start to grow the moment that i looked into your eyes,
You won me, it was over from the start.
You completely stole my heart, and now you won't let go.
I never even had a chance you know?
You had me from hello

Inside i built a wall, so high around my heart, i thought i'd never fall.
One touch, you brought it down
Bricks of my defenses scattered on the ground
And i swore to me that i wasn't going to love again
The last time was the last time i'd let someone in

But, you had me from hello
I felt love start to grow the moment that i looked into your eyes,
You won me, it was over from the start.
You completely stole my heart, and now you wont let go.
I never even had a chance you know?
You had me from hello

Thats all you said
Something in your voice caused me to turn my head
You had me from hello
You had me from hello
Girl, i've loved you from hello


Friday, June 10, 2005

Currently Playing
Box Car Racer
By Box Car Racer
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ahhh 2m i have to go to the swimmeet at 7 in the morning!! TORTURE!!! gahhh. oh well, today was pretty fun. i had swim practice which for some reason was tiring to me and then i came home and cleaned and just chilled and then me lindsey, and john went to see the longest yard which was really funny. after we got out we saw some of the guys (jonathan, nick, jeremy) and they were going to see the same movie! haha theres not much more to write except i have to put in this quiz from quincys xanga just b/c and the real reason is i love john and adrianne too much not too. haha youll see

So here's what ya do:
a) Get a pen
b) Get a paper
c) Number it 1-13!
d) Answer these questions!


1. What's your favorite color out of:
A. Green
B. Blue
C. Orange
D. Black
E. Pink

2. What color is your hair?
A. Blonde/Dirty Blonde
B. Brown
C. Red
D. Black
E. Bald or any other color

3. What color are your eyes?
A. Hazel
B. Green
C. Brown
D. Blue
E. gray

4. What is your favorite sport out of:
A. Basketball
B. Cheerleading
C. Football
D. Soccer
E. Baseball

5. What's your favorite way to talk?
A. Phone
B. In Person
C. Instant Message
D. E-mail
E. Letters (Mail)

6. What is your favorite kinda music out of:
A. Rap
B. Country
C. Hard Rock
D. Pop
E. General Rock

7. Who's your favorite singer out of:
A. Ludacris
B. Tim McGraw
C. Ozzy Osbourne
D. Nsync
E. Shakira

8. What's your favorite show out of:
A. Jackass (MTV)
B. The Simpsons
C. SpongeBob SquarePants
D. Surviver
E. The Osbournes


9. What's your favorite movie out of:
A. Not Another Teen Movie
B. Joy Ride
C. I Know What You Did Last Summer
D. Forest Gump
E. Shrek

10. What month were you born?
January February March April May June July August
September October November December

11. Name a person of the opposite sex.

12. Name a person of the same sex.

13. Now make a wish! (you have to write this down or
it wont work!)

ANSWERS

1. Green- Fun to be around
Blue- Stylish
Orange- Funky
Black- Lonely
Pink- Sweet

2. Blonde/Dirty Blonde- Hyper
Brown- Causal
Red- Tough
Black- Holds back feelings
Bald or any other color- Free Spirit

3. Hazel- Out Going
Green- Happy
Brown- Loud
Blue- Cute
Gray- Unpredictable

4. Basketball- Direct
Cheer leading- Never Gives Up
Football- Watchful
Soccer- Nice
Baseball- Loveable

5. Phone- Busy a lot of the time
In Person- Social able
Instant Message- A Leader
E-mail- Has a lot of friends
Letters (Mail)- Has many thoughts

6. Rap- Friendly
Country- Cute
Hard Rock- Wild
Pop- unoriginal
General Rock- Pretty cool to hang around

7. Ludacris- Loves to Party
Tim McGraw- Sexy
Ozzy Osbourne- Awesome
N'sync- boring
Shakira- Fun

8. Jackass- Awesome
The Simpsons- Funny
Sponge Bob Square Pants- Cool
Surviver- Adventurous
The Osbournes- Knows how to have a great time

9. Not Another Teen Movie- Knows who they are
Joy Ride- Cool
I Know What You Did Last Summer- Fun
Forest Gump- Has a big heart
Shrek- oRiGinaL

10. January- Funny
February- Loveable
March- Loves to be noticed a lot
April- Easy going
May- Loves to be around a lot of people
June- Stylish
July- Rude
August- A good friend
September- Loves to flirt
October- Strict
November- Nice
December- Sweet

11. That Person *Will* fall in love with you if you
put this on ur xanga

12. This person *Will* become your enemy if you don't
put this on ur xanga

13. This wish *Will* come true if you put this on ur site!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Currently Playing
Straylight Run
By Straylight Run
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sorry im not keeping up with the xanga now that schools out. ive been kinda busy i guess. last night i went to lindseys house and we went to los reyes which i havent been to in forever and then we went home and hung out and talked and listened to music and read magazines. then we watched boogeyman but linz was freaking out and she was scared of everything so we decided to finish it in the morning. then we went back to her room and hung out and ate candy and then her sister came in and hung out wiht us and we watched stupidvideos.com and it was hilarious! the funniest part was listening to mere. shes soo funny. then we went to bed and woke up and went to swimteam and she even came with me cuz she loves me. after swimming we decided we wanted chick fil a so we went to my house and my mommy took us and we came back and swam and were retarded which was fun. then we went back inside and made cookies and were our cool, but truely stupid selves.

idk what lyrics to put in here so if theyre crappy sorry

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair

Chorus:
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know know it

Don't me make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

Chorus

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never

 

ahh.. finally i found the perfect lyrics for how i feel....



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